I have not posted for a couple of days. It is feeling difficult to write right now. It is as though a heavy blanket of fatigue and sadness has settled on me, and most of the day I just feel . . . quiet. I guess my body and my mind are needing to rest. I am going to get a massage this morning, and that always seems to help me. I will post more when I am feeling a little stronger.
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Jessie,
I am so sorry for your loss. I think of you, Sage, and Michael each day. I have felt very sad for a while now, and have not known what to say. I think of your posting the other day. Children speak uninhibited. They say what is on their minds. This is the beauty of children. Enjoy your massage, and I will see you at work soon!
How did the rose Ever open its heart And give to this world All its beauty?
It felt the Encouragement of light Against its being.
Otherwise, We all remain Too frightened.
-Hafiz
About The Encouragement of Light
I started this blog in March 2008, days after an auto accident that killed my 9 month old son (Sage) and my dad (Dennie) and left me with serious injuries, including a broken pelvis. I write to share my exploration of life after losing my child and to process this experience. My husband, Michael, and I find ourselves in the foreign land of grief, sometimes utterly lost, and sometimes awed by unexpected beauty.
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Jessie,
I am so sorry for your loss. I think of you, Sage, and Michael each day. I have felt very sad for a while now, and have not known what to say. I think of your posting the other day. Children speak uninhibited. They say what is on their minds. This is the beauty of children. Enjoy your massage, and I will see you at work soon!
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