Wednesday, April 15, 2009

What Changes and What Remains

I was thinking today about how my blog will eventually change . . . that at some point what is real for me in the present will be less about my grief process and more about other things. This is inevitable. As long as I am healing and growing, I will be changing, and so will my blog.

Yet tonight, as I browsed through some photos of Sage, trying to pick just one to send to a friend who requested it for a project, I was able to revisit the power of my love and longing for that little boy. And that will never change.

Although the daily focus of my life will shift to other things, I imagine I will need to return periodically to the tender, aching place in my heart that belongs totally to Sage.

And now I am going to post some photos, because tonight I really just want to share my sweet baby with you all.


Amy said...

Sage is so handsome and so very loved. Thank you for sharing these pictures.

SerineKat said...

Yeah, he's a looker. Women didn't stand a chance! Thanks for posting those... I love to see Sage. Now I have to get back to Hunter - he's playing ball with The Cheat.

Laura said...

Thank you for sharing those photos of Sage. What precious momentos of your darling boy - so dearly missed and so deeply loved. My heart just aches and aches for you J!

Amee said...

Love these pictures. Thanks for posting more. It's always nice to be able to see pictures of adorable little Sage.

3/4 mom said...

What a beautiful boy. I'm glad you posted the pictures of him. And thanks for nominating me for the Sisterhood Award!